"If only..."

2007-10-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

I happen to see this old email from my best friend. This one is really a nice poem. For those who chose to keep their feelings to themselves, better think twice. You may never know that your secret love is also loving you secretly...and like you, he or she may not have enough courage to say it. So don't wait for the time that you are gonna tell your self.."If only..."

If you see me walking the road with someone else,
It's not because I like his company,
It's because you're not brave enough to walkbeside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time...
It's not because he pleases me,
It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.
If you feel me falling with someone new...
It's not because I love him,
It's because you're not there to catch me if I fall.
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere...
I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we gonna cross each other's path...
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had...
Or go to the place where love is bound.
Don't let me walk with him...
It's you I want to walk with.
Don't let me talk of him...
It's you I want to talk with.
Don't let me fall for him...
It's you I want to fall in love with.

The ANSWER:
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walkbeside you,
I was behind you every step of the way,
Still filled with awe because of the beauty thatstands before me.
When you thought I was too deaf to hear yourheartbeat,
I didn't want to assume anything,
And I was afraid to lose our friendship.
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
It was because you never gave me the chance.
You never reached the bottom,
you've already grabbed a branch.
If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost.I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had,
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone...
I want to walk by your side.
Don't let me talk of something else,
It's you I want to talk with.
Don't let me fall for someone else,
Its you I want to fall in love with."

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving,no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect youto understand that,or even believe it, but trust me, there are somelove that don't go away.And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity.Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever."

lovin' life

"If only..."